Chen, Nag-unsa man jud diay ka?

I’m glad I did it.
Well. It’s quite a while since I updated this blog. It’s quite obvious that I don’t have much time and moment to really write something here. I don’t have time to be online yet thanks to facebook zero, I can checked my fb every day. Just for the sake of checking it.


Uhmmm? How am I? Bitaw chen, kumusta na man tawn ka?haha. A lot of changes. A lot. Aside from me, getting a bangs (wala na ron…taas na), planning to cut my hair shorter (nakiglalis sa haicutter[mao jud ba tawag ana o pauso ko lang?] yet in the end, she won. So my hair is “almost” the same. But I’m still planning to get it cut. Blah blah. Blah.Enough with the hair talking. Let’s get this real.


After I graduated, when people asked me what I’m doing right now? I can’t help it but smile. Sometimes I answered them. Sometimes I just smiled. Others answered them for me, telling them in my behalf that I don’t have a job “for now”. And that others’ answer is wrong. ;) Makacurious?


Aha. Yes. I did it. I’m glad I did. As what I posted before, I had counted the days before I can be able to do what He (and I) wanted to do, and it has been 7 months since I made the decision to do it. Seven months. That’s a very looong way to do a blog talkin about it. Well. What happened? You might ask.


My previous blog entries talked about me being nervous, excited, and hopeful about what will happen next after I graduated. Yet having this relationship with the Creator of my life made me stop and really ponder wisely. Months before I graduated, I really prayed to God for the next journey I’ll be walking. I had quite big plans for those months like having a job in HR or taking master’s or proceeding to med. Even if I had those big plans in mind, I still have this urge to really pray to God what to do next. He is the best decision maker after all. I know that I can’t have peace with the decisions that I will make without His approval or final say.


Those moments of prayer led me to have this decision: to be a full time worker in the ministry. Even before, I can really sense that one day, I’ll become a pastor. But I never see it being a full time worker right after college! That time, when God impressed that to me, I told Him, “dili pwedi muwork sa, 5 years from now?”. Yet, as the book of Proverbs 19:21 says: many are the plans in the man's heart, but it's the Lord's purpose that prevails.


So yes, I obeyed the Lord. Others find my decision in question, sayang daw...tsk tsk...they can't understand me...but I understand why they can't understand. But despite the pressure, I chose to do it. Right now, if  you asked me why I did it? I will never doubt answering you this: I just love the Lord, I obeyed Him because I love Him. :)


7 months. I don't know what's more to come. But I know God will use me to do something for my generation. I planned lots of things, yet in the end, It will always be His plans!


Yes. I did it. I'm glad I obeyed.